Purge The Illusion
Of God From
Your Nervous System
Demitrios
From: "Toni C Allen"
To: "Positive Atheism" <editor@positiveatheism.org>
Subject: Positive_Atheism_Letters_Section
Date: Sunday, July 22, 2001 3:18 AM
Greetings to all who read this letter:) You are about to become educated on how to purge the illusion of god from your nervous system. I am a Satanist and I was born to be one. Some organisms are born with a certain religious disposition and accept the idea of god without question. I was born with a degree of atavism so it took very little effort on my part to erase any inclination to a god. My mom is Greek but she had the misfortune of procreating with a male human who was tainted genetically. My biological dad is a homosexual and she was not aware of this. She was very beautiful and like the majority of the women suffering from religious neurosis, she had not yet learned how to take full advantage of her capabilities. Any woman who knows how to use her sexuality to get what she wants is to be commended. There is a certain religion that teaches that carnal desires are sinful and should be avoided with the exception of procreation in a marriage. This insures that more followers of this slave cult are born into existence but nature had other plans with me.
Well, I was born three weeks early and contracted asthma as a result of my under-developed lungs. I was still dipped in water against my will by a sexless "spiritual" leader, called a baptism. It would have been funny if I had contracted pneumonia as a result of this meaningless ritual and died. Then they would have said that god called me back to heaven to prevent me from sinning in this life. I have actually heard Christians say this about people who perish while still very young and it nauseates me. My biological grandmother is in love with Jesus as most women are when they are old and nobody wants to fuck them:) This leads to my first point against Christianity and Judaism in general. In today's society you will find that religion appeals mainly to the lower class. I have worked in a number of factories and the majority of the people there are Christians. I have even scared some of my co-workers when I would arrive with my inverted cross and it pleased me immensely. What people don't seem to grasp is that Satanism is all about non-conformity and being a unique individual. More on that later.
What I'm saying is that Judaism arose out of a kind of resentment for the strong and the well-off. The early slaves figured in order to avenge themselves against their masters, they had to invent a god who would punish them in the next life. If you examine the culture of Rome before it was weakened by Christianity, you will find that they engaged in every vice known to mankind and they enjoyed it! To a Satanist who has a high libido like me, this is wonderful. I'm not saying that you need to [be] like Tiberius ... but you should get my meaning anyway. We as a species need to understand that we still have a long ways to go, from an evolutionary standpoint. The reason I loathe Christianity so much is that it attacks anyone with sexual proclivities that are not in the norm such as homosexuality and those like myself who are naturally deviant. I won't go into what turns me on but I can assure you that it is quite dark and sadistic. I discovered masturbation which helped me immensely during my high school years. For all of you men who are calling me a pervert in your little programmed minds, think about this. Nature does not favor over-population and installs within us a particular fetish that produces more pleasure that boring coitus. If we had this awareness and were taught that is was ok to prefer this form of outlet to regular intercourse, there would be less of us and we would have a better planet to live on. I consider myself well informed as far as human sexuality goes. I could go on and on but my purpose here is to help those of you who want to eliminate Yahweh from your system.
Well, despite being baptised, I still became very ill while attending a catholic school. That is when I realised the folly in religion. First I was baptised and then I was sent to a catholic school to receive my education which is supposed to be blessed by god. Why was I sick? Doesn't god care about kids who want to get a quality education? Guess what? It's all bullshit folks. All of it. There was a time when I was in church and I observed an old man taking communion. He was very frail and looked to be about 90 years young (to be politically correct in the 21st century). After committing the act of symbolic cannibalism and becoming blessed by Jesus, he nearly fell over as he tried to step down and join the congregation. I nearly laughed out loud but now I have come to realise that only a barbaric and insecure god would demand that a senior citizen should risk a broken hip to prove his faith. I still think about this to this day.
Now I will get to Satanism. This is the fastest way to get rid of the idea of god if you have any sort of mental residue of your Christian upringing. I had a little of it but now I have achieved a state of acute awareness that can be quite alarming at times. When I look at a human I see nothing but a primate. We have no souls and the concept of an aura is disgusting. I started out with a book by Nietzsche called Twilight of the Idols/
Demitrios
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